Sitting Up and Stuff!

Yesterday Chayton and I were watching cartoons, while Little Miss Cailyn was playing on the floor. I had just looked at her and she was playing so pretty on her belly and about 10 maybe 15 seconds later I looked over at her and she was sitting up. Miss Smarty Pants sat up all by herself. It was so cute, cause Chayton got way excited (I think he may have been more excited than mommy) [ :)]. He was saying to her, oh what a big girl you are...yes, you are. Who's a biggie girl? He told me, "mommy, we've got to call daddy and mam maw and tell them what she did". So, of course we did. It is so cute to see him with her. She just LOVES him and he LOVES her just as much. She will be playing in her exersaucer and Chayton is watching cartoons or playing on the floor beside her and she will just start yelling at him and won't stop until he looks at her and then she just starts "talking" to him. If you ask her where's bubby at? She will look for him and then just get the biggest ole smile on her face when she finds him.

Chayton has been doing pretty good the last 2 days and has only had one accident a day with peeing in his underwear. I'm sure that it is just an attention thing, especially now that Cailyn has become so demanding of attention herself. I try very hard to give him as much attention as I can. Some days are easier than others, but I never fail to tell him how much I love him and just how much he means to me. Even if mommy gets grumpy....she loves him....ALWAYS!!

In another month, 3 weeks and 3 days will be 6 years that James and I have been married. Seems unreal at times, cause I feel as if we just met yesterday. I love him so much more than I ever thought it was possible to love anyone (other than my kids of course). I do believe that I love him more with each passing day...even the days he just ticks me off, makes me love him even more. I don't think that he really understands what a great person he is. I am very lucky to have him. He helps alot around here and I know that makes me very fortunate cause I hear alot of my friends talk about how their hubby's come home from work and that's it. They veg out the rest of the night while they fix dinner, take care of the house and the kids. Not James, he likes to help fix dinner and loves for Chayton to help him and he comes home and does the laundry, cause it is hard for me to do it with 2 little ones. Kind of hard to push the stroller and carry the laundry basket at the same time. I have done it before though and will do it again. I think using the umbrella stroller would be great, cause then Chayton can push the stroller for me. I think I may just do that.

As for me, I am doing well, I think. I don't know what my problem has been lately. Maybe I am just overtired and saying that I better be wrapping this up and getting to bed. I've just been super grumpy lately and am having to just mentally shake myself, because everything annoys me. I'm hoping that getting enough sleep will help me with that, cause I really hate to think that it may be depression again. I am being vigilant and making sure I am aware of it, so that I can go get help if it is needed.

Anyways, I really better scoot so that I can get to sleep. Before I know it Little Miss Thing will be awake and ready to nurse again.

Toodles!